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Dear No One - Letter 3
Dear No One - Letter 3


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Forfatter: BigNerdBeard
Skrevet: 2014-12-15 04:31:17
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Dear No One

I was thinking about how to tell my family or well more like just my brothers girlfriend everything. The whole 'I'm gay!' thing plus the cutting purging etc. I would love to be able to tell at-least someone about it. But so far no luck. There is no one I trust enough to tell about it. No one even knows I do it the only thing they know is that I wan't to cut. That's all. Thinking about it that's actually not very much considering everything else. Oh well.

There is this girl. She lives in the states I've only known her for about what eight hours now or something like that. She's the only one that knows about my ED Self harm etc. I never actually told her. Well at-least not directly. She was talking(more like writing) about all her problems(ED, self harm, self medication, substance abuse, etc.) and she asked me to read a book she wrote. It isn't finished yet but she wanted me to read it anyways because it's about her and explains all of her problems and stuff. So I read it. When I was finished I messaged her telling her I had finished this is our conversastion afterwards:
    
Her: 'As I'm sure you've guessed by now I have a lot of problems.'

Me: 'Yeah I figured.'

Her: 'It doesn't really take a genius.'

Me: 'I guess not. Especially if you read Possible. But it's fine we're all messed up. I'm no exception either.'

Her: 'Do you wan't to share?'

I told her I'd only shared once and it ended interesting. Not bad but not good either. The person I told just kind of ignored it and acted like I hadn't said anything to her about it. And from that day I just kept my mouth shut about it figurering it was to weird or rather abnormal for anyone(at-least the people I knew back then) to understand. I told her that and well... She just said that it was fine if i didn't wan't to share now or ever for that matter. But if I EVER needed anyone to talk to she would be there for me.

I'm telling you to have a basically stranger write something like that to you. It's amazing it reminds me how much people care and that some people actually understands. So yeah...

I guess that's it. It probably wasn't that important I just wanted to let my happiness out because if it gets trapped in me it will just be overtaken by anger and for once I don't wan't that to happen. For once I actually wan't to be happy. So yeah... I anyone you know ever feel bad. Say something or do something because even if you don't know what to say or do just the fact that you tried helps a lot more than you think.

~Sincerely Somewhat Happy and Very Tired Person

haleløs2014-12-15 10:16:57

det ville være en god idé at linke tekst-serier sammen!
Se Blod er bedre end vand del 05.
og læs nærmere under menupunktet 'HJÆLP/INFO'
venligst ...

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