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To the Former master of my mind - A Goodbye Letter to his control of me.
To the Former master of my mind - A Goodbye Letter to his control of me.


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Forfatter: Tine Von Katze
Skrevet: 2013-05-07 00:29:06
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You ruined my childhood,
you ruined my teens,
you ruined my innocence,
you ruined my thoughts.
How could you?.

You took away my reason to evolve my sexuality.
you made me into an angry desturbed soul.
You took away my reason to smile,
and made me into one of those girls from Girl Interrupted.

You made me feel that I wasted my life,
you made me feel that I was dead inside.
You made me feel that I was always alone!,
you made me lose all control.
You made me feel like I was trapped inside an ethernal hell.

You took away my mother, when she tried to help me,
and turned her into a slave, a zombie, an empty schell.
She did believe me, but you made her close her eyes ,
not for a moment, not for a few days, but forever.

You ruined me!
Ruined my abuility to feel good,
feel like it was ok to feel at all,
feel that I could trust ever again.
You ruined me!.

You made me see things a young teen should never have seen,
things that no one should ever see.
The things you made me see, were never to be seen by anyone!
Anyone at all !!..

Don't you understand?, you are not a man!
you are a disgusting creep. a creep who needs to die!.
Don't you see?, you are what ruined me!.

You took my personality and turned it into something I didn't know!
You transformed me, into someone I hated!
Someone I Despise!.

You have made my life a living hell,
where roses kill when you touch them.
A place where tulips kills if you kiss them,
and love feels so so wrong!.

You took away my love life and made it into a battle zone!
I won the battle, but then another one started within my soul!.
A battle which will see no end!..

You got what you wanted!
you got it all!.
You got what you came for and what you planed all along.
But you shall see, I will avange ME!...

Someday in the future, from a place of the unknown,
I will come for you in the darkness, when you least expect it!.
Someday in the near future, your misserable little life will end,
and things will never be the same again.

I will make you suffer, like you have made me!
I will make you see things, a "man" was never meant to see.
I will take away your reason to live!
I will make you wish you were dead!.
I will make you feel oh so empty inside!
I will make you want to hide, when you're not able too.
I will make you listen to a horrorble song I sing,
will I seperate your spine from you misserable skin!.
I will avange ME and you will become NOTHING!.

I will make you feel like you have no home!
I will make you feel, like you have to run untill you die!.
I will make you suffer forever in pain.
I will make sure, you never se straight again!.
I will make sure, you cannot see the difference between night and day!.
I will push you to your most distant limits!.
I will push you over the hill and pull you in again,
only to expirience more and more endless pain!.
I will see you die, but you deserve much worse!
And that, my little friend, is what you'll get!..

You are a perverted sadistic little pig!
A creep and a liar!
And a rapist!...

I could go on forever!
But you DON'T Fucking deserve it!.
Besides, i know you'd enjoy it!.

I just want you to know a few little things, before I forget you for some time!:
Some night in the future, a girl with a name which you once knew,
a girl with a body you used to know,
a girl with a voice you once knew very well
and a soul which is mad as hell!.
She will come for you! When you least see it comming,
She will come and take her revenge!!!.

There will be no one, who can hear your screams!
No one to heal your scars, only someone to make them deeper.
The will be no one to hear you cry, and you WILL CRY!
So loudly that it will bring me the most wonderfull rush!.
I will feel the SADISTIC pleasure trough all my vains,
runing around in every inch of my beautiful body,
while you suffer FOREVER, inside and outside of your twisted perverted worthless soul!.

Oh how i long for that day!....

Untill then, make sure to enjoy the loss of your childrens love for you, which I already aranged!.
Your's NEVER! Tine Von Katze!....










haleløs2013-05-07 06:08:25

hej; jeg vil egentlig blot sige, at jeg har læst, og så opfordre dig til at fortsætte med at skrive om alle de grusomme overgreb, du har overlevet!
venligst ...
Tine Von Katze2013-05-07 14:02:51
Har jeg også gjort et stykke tid, men har ikke smidt noget af det ud på nettet før. Så var en smule nervøs ved det..

nhuth2013-05-07 10:09:01

Tak for din stærke tekst, som ikke kan undgå at berøre læsere meget dybt. Hvordan kan et menneske være SÅ ondt? Jeg ville helst undgå at se virkeligheden i øjnene - Den virkelighed som antænder ondskab og raseri i min sjæl og krop og skriger på straf og hævn. Grusomt og umenneskeligt.
Du er et nødvendigt talerør for de mange ofre.
Kan ikke skrive mere...
Vh.Nhuth
Tine Von Katze2013-05-07 14:04:48
Tak for dine ord. Det er nemlig grunden til at jeg skriver om det og udgiver det herinde nu. Jeg vil gerne kunne sætte nogle ord på, som andre der har været ude for lignende, måske kan finde en slags støtte i.

nhuth2013-05-07 14:53:59

Det er mig en gåde, hvordan du overhovedet har fundet kræfter, dels til at overleve og dels til at skrive dig gennem rædslerne? Jeg skal nok afholde mig fra at give dig råd - Men få det talt igennem med én du har tillid til før du offentliggør dine tekster, handlinger og tanker. Hvilke konsekvenser det kan få osv. Det er vigtigst at du fastholder din styrke og dit selvværd.
Vh. Nhuth
Tine Von Katze2013-05-07 15:30:35
Har levet for de som holdt af mig i mange år, men da det ikke var nok begyndte jeg at arbejde med min selvtillid og livslyst. Har stadig meget svære tider, men jeg vil hellere overleve end give op. Taler det allerede igenem med mange, tak for omsorgen.

Lau G.N.2013-05-07 18:41:46

Hmm.. hvis det ikke slår dig ihjel, gør det dig stærkere... du er en stærk engel, som skønt pigtråden flådede dig i skørterne og de bare fødder blev revet til blods, blev ved med at løbe.... fantastisk...

Du har intet at være nervøs for med dine skriverier, for ligegyldigt hvad folk siger, så er de fantastiske, levende kraftige, man kan nærmest se dig på verdens tag, stå op skrige det ud over verden... magisk..

Jeg forstår at smerte har mange sider, det har selveste smerten selv lært mig, du skriver om det, kraftigt og skønt jeg er kun er 20, føler jeg, at kender til det du beskriver.

Jeg er meget fascineret, men det er jo min natur at være nysgerrig, glæder mig til at se mere.
flyv frit
Hilsen
NatteRavnen
Tine Von Katze2013-05-07 19:37:29
Mange tak for de fine ord :) Og bare rolig skal nok kæmpe , er ikke typen der giver op. :D

nhuth2013-05-07 20:54:20

Det glæder mig meget, at du har kunnet klare det - og har nære gode venner. Din kærlighed til livet er ukuelig og stærk. Du har meget til gode. Og fyldepennen, kuglepennen, blyanten eller pc'en er dejligt værktøj, når hovedet er fuld af så mange brugbare ord, som du mestrer så flot.
Vh. Nhuth
Tine Von Katze2013-05-08 13:26:04
Tak

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